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Sunday, January 18, 2015
Gloom, grief, guilt, anger, frustration, worthlessness, etc: A diary after 15 years
Friday, January 2, 2015
Documentary Review: The Carbon Rush
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Review: Memoirs of Stalin's daughter Svetlana Alliluyeva
Sunday, November 9, 2014
Tulke: Making us proud as Nepalis
In Nepal, we are not advancing economically, we are stunted and dwarfed in other arenas like sports, our education and health services are regressing; so it is a full-scale tragedy if we cannot progress even in fields in which individual excellence and innovativeness can make up for the apathy and negligence of the state. Plays have been here as the silver linings in the cloud for quite some time. Now they are joined by some refreshing movies like Kabaddi and TVT. The future may not be quite as dark as it has been so far when it comes to arts and literature in Nepal.
For some reason or the other, I am yet to watch the Nepali movie Loot even though everyone who has watched it has recommended it as a must-watch.
But it was not the case with Talakjang vs Tulke (TVT), the other movie from the same director. At the first opportunity, I went to the theater to watch it.
The first thing that came to my mind while sitting to review this movie was the Eric Valli's masterwork Caravan. While I enjoyed Valli's ingenious movie, the contrast with 'mainstream' Nepali movies was obvious and that reminded me of how utterly backward our own film industry was, thereby diluting the joy of watching a good movie.
The movie reminded just how good a movie could be created inside the physical boundaries of Nepal by tapping into what we already have: an ever-luring beauty of the landscape, the scarcely researched cultural themes and the talented people with real life hurdles unimaginable for many in the worlds yet with ability to act impeccably in real as well as reel lives. What we were--and are, to say rather sorrily--doing instead was shamelessly and skill-lessly copying the frame of so called formula-based movies from Bollywood and simply breeding the ugly and uninspiring movies.
That was and remains a real tragedy, for a society can never progress in its entirety unless the arts and literature fronts, like many others, languish in dark.
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
जीवन, खुशी र अहंकार
चेखवले यो लोक छाडेको पनि शताब्दी बितिसक्यो, तर मलाई अहिले पनि मानवता उनले वार्ड नं ६ मा बन्द गरेर गएको आन्देइ्र एफिमीचसँगै कैदी छजस्तो लाग्छ । कहिलेकाहीं उसको बौलट्ठीपूर्ण क्रन्दन जेलका पर्खाल तोडेर बाहिरसम्म आउँछ तर हामी सब चुपचाप छौं किनकि हामी सबै स्वतन्त्र छौं र त्यसै हुन चाहन्छौं । हाम्रो स्वतन्त्रताका लागि कैयौं आन्द्रेइहरुले पागलखानाको चौघेरामा बसिरहनुपर्छ । जगत्को रीत तोडेर हामी उनीहरुको साथी बन्न जान सक्दैनौं ।
खै किन हो, केही दिनदेखि निद्रा पातलिएको छ । एक रात रातभर ननिदाइकनै सपना देखिरहें । भन्नुको मतलब निन्द्रामा पुग्नुअघिको तन्द्रा अवस्थामै सपनाहरु सुरु भए र हरेक सपना सिद्धिनेबित्तिकै ब्यूँझिहालें । हरेक सपनाको बीचमा अर्ध निद्रामा सोचिरहें, आज किन निद्रा पातलो छ ।
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मेरा दुइखाले पाठक साथीहरु छन् । जो पहिला पाठक र पछि साथी भए, उनीहरु सामान्यतः मेरो लेखाइप्रति गुनासो गर्दैनन्, गुनासो नभएर हो वा गुनासो गर्न चाहिने निकटताको अभावले हो, मलाई थाहा छैन । जो पहिला साथी भए र पछि पाठक बन्ने प्रयास गरे, उनीहरु इमान्दारीपूर्वक भन्छन्ः तिम्रो लेखाइ क्लिष्ट, लम्बेतान र बोझिलो छ, शुरुका र अन्तिमका केही अनुच्छेदबाहेक पढ्न नसकिने । म हाँस्छु तर कुनै वचन दिन्नँ कि उनीहरुका सुझाव व्यवहारमा लागू हुनेछन् वा छैनन् । यो मपाइँत्व शुरुमै किन गर्न परेको भने, यो आलेख शुरु गर्दा यो कति हजार शब्दमा तन्केर जान्छ, त्यसको मलाई अनुमान मात्र छ । त्यसैले छोटो र मिठोको स्वाद लिन चाहने साथी पाठकहरुका लागि बेलैमा बाहिरिने मौका दिने प्रयास हो यो ।
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Friday, September 5, 2014
Lost in Snow: Betrayal shatters what Bullet cannot
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
बर्षादी दिनहरु: एक अन्तरंग यात्रा
पुस्तकमा प्रकाश सायमीको मात्र जीवन भएको भए त्यो पट्यार लाग्दो हुन सक्थ्यो । तर पाना पल्टाउँदै गर्दा मैले चिनेका, चिनेको भन्ठानेका र नामै नसुनेका दर्जनौं पात्रहरु अनि प्रवृत्तिहरु एकपछि अर्को आउँदै गए, एउटा धारावाहिकका अध्यायहरुजस्तै । ती आए एउटा वहाबमा र हरेकले छाडेर गए, आ आफ्नै किसिमका छापहरु । पाना पल्टिंदै गर्दा नयाँ कुरा जान्नुको उल्लास र आफूले जीवनमा सिकाइका अवसरहरु लेखकले जसरी नपाएकोमा थकथकी र लघुताभास पनि थपिंदै गयो ।
Thursday, May 23, 2013
'शिरीषको फूल'को ऐनामा आफैंलाई हेर्दा
जीवन जिउनका लागि शुन्यवादजस्तो झूर दर्शन संसारमा कहीं कतै छैन होला तर जिन्दगीको यो वा त्यो क्षणमा शुन्यता र निस्सारताको अनुभव नगर्ने मान्छे पाउन गाह्रै पर्ला ।
कुनै बेला थियो, सबैभन्दा दिक्कलाग्दो र निरर्थक किताबको नाम सोध्यो भने म भन्थेंः शिरीषको फूल । कति प्रयास गर्दा पनि एकैचोटि धेरै पाना नफर्काएसम्म त्यो पुस्तक सकिएको मलाई याद छैन । त्यस्तो किताबका लागि पारिजात जस्ती नाम चलेकी स्रष्टाले किन शब्द खर्च गरेकी होलिन् र मानिस त्यो किताबको किन सराहना गर्छन् होला भन्ने मेरो जिज्ञासा मेटिएकै थिएन ।
तर अस्ति आएर एक बसाइमै त्यो पुस्तक पढिसिध्याउँदाचाहिं लाग्यो, साहित्यको अस्तित्वका लागि स्रष्टाको कृतित्व र पाठकको ग्रहण शक्ति दुवैको तालमेल आवष्यक पर्दोरहेछ । मैले शिरीषको फूल यस अघि मन नपराउनुमा त्यही तालमेलको अभाव भएको मैले महसूस गरें । मैले पछिल्लो पल्ट त्यो पुस्तक पढ्ने प्रयास गरेयता ममा धेरै परिवर्तनहरु आएछन् भन्ने पनि मैले महसूस गरैं ।
त्यस्तो पहिलो परिवर्तन थियोः मैले जीवनलाई, विश्वलाई, समाजलाई, साथीहरुलाई, नायकहरुलाई, स्रष्टाहरुलाई अनि तिनका कृतिहरुलाई पहिलेझैं श्याम–श्वेतमा हेर्न बन्द गरेछु र सेतो र कालोको बीचमा खैरो क्षेत्र पनि हुन्छ र कति अवस्थामा दुवै अतिभन्दा बढी महत्व त्यो मध्यभागको हुन्छ भन्ने सिकेछु । जीवन जिउनका लागि शुन्यवादजस्तो झूर दर्शन संसारमा कहीं कतै छैन होला तर जिन्दगीको यो वा त्यो क्षणमा शुन्यता र निस्सारताको अनुभव नगर्ने मान्छे पाउन गाह्रै पर्ला । जसरी सबै साहित्य जति शुन्यवादी होस् भन्नु अव्यवहारिक छ, साहित्यमा शुन्यवादको प्रवेश नै नहोस् भन्नु त्यति नै अवान्छित लाग्छ मलाई अहिले ।
अर्को परिवर्तन थियो, यसबीच मैले केही युगान्तकारी आख्यान कृतिहरु पढेको थिएँ जसले केही पृष्ठमै मानव सभ्यताका लाखौं वर्षहरुको अवधिमा यो जातिले विकास गरेको चरित्रको एउटा सोलोडोलो चित्र खिच्न सकेका छन् । त्यस्तो एउटा सिर्जना होः आन्तोन चेखवको कथा वार्ड नं सिक्स । (त्यस्ता कृति पढेपछि कहिलेकाहीं आफूले लेखक बन्ने धृष्टताका साथ गरेका सिर्जनाहरु जलाएर अबदेखि नलेख्ने प्रण गरौं कि जस्तो पनि लाग्छ ता कि त्यस्ता महान् कृतिहरुको अपमान नहोस् ।) शिरीषको फूल यसपटक पढ्दा त्यो बूढो रक्स्याहा सुयोगवीरलाई चेखवको कथाको डाक्टरसँग दाँजिहेरेंः कृतिमा जीवन पछ्याइएको छ फगत एक जनाको तर त्यसले कथा भन्छ सयौं, हजारौंको मात्र हैन। समग्र मानव सभ्यताको एक चरणको ।
तेस्रो, सबै लेखकले सबै कृतिमा सबै किसिमका पात्र र पाठकका लागि न्याय गर्न सक्दैनन् भन्ने मेरो आविष्कार पनि नयाँ नै हो । जसरी आख्यानको केन्द्रमा एउटा वा सीमित पात्र हुन्छन्, त्यसै गरी आम मानिस वा आम पाठकमध्ये निश्चित जीवन दर्शन र मनोदशाको निश्चित अवस्थाका मानिसहरुलाई मात्र मज्जासँग छुन्छ एउटा कृतिले । अरुले पनि विभिन्न हदसम्म त्यो कृतिबाट आनन्द प्राप्त गर्न सक्छन् तर त्यसको तुलना पहिलो किसिमको आनन्दसँग हुनै सक्दैन ।
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Understanding South Asia through Fiction: Sea of Poppies
How Amitav Ghosh uses a plot from early 19th century India to capture the essence of South Asian societies over the centuries in 'Sea of poppies'.Books: the noble reflections of society and people
How do you understand a society, and a people? Apparently, there are many ways of doing so. A year back when I shared a typically provocative article by Arundhati Roy in Outlookmagazine titled 'Capitalism: A Ghost Story' in twitter, a friend from Egypt was astonished. Apparently, he had much more pleasant impression of India as a democratic and just society. I have similar experience with other foreigners who have romantic ideas of Nepal and get easily disappointed once they are physically here. As such, a comprehensive understanding of societies is possible with multiple approaches to understand different aspects of them and each such medium has its own merits and demerits.In my experience, books are one thing whose importance can be matched by no other means of knowing a society and a people. Authors are thus people whose expertise on a particular domain of the society gives us the opportunity to learn many things in little time and at a small cost. In the list of people who have helped me understand India and the subcontinent, Jawaharlal Nehru comes at the top and his voluminous book 'Glimpses of World History' is one book that profoundly helped me grasp history, not as a discipline that you merely study but as something that you study and relate with your present life so as to understand the world around you better. I have read the book more than once and recommend the book for those who do not dread a book looking at its size. (In fact, I first read the book when I was yet to abandon the idea of authoring a book and have written a couple of lengthy articles inspired by- and rather copying from the book!)
When I fetched 'Sea of Poppies' by Amitav Ghosh from a small book stall behind Hotel Taj in Mumbai along with Vinod Mehta's 'Lucknow Boy', I had no idea what exactly I was expecting from the two books, and the authors. Nearly frustrated with my failure to understand Mumbai better with the physical presence there and dragging the not-exactly-enthusiastic feet, thanks to sleep deprivation, I was looking for an alternative way of understanding India. Neither of the two authors let me down and moreover, I discovered more in each than I could have ever expected.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Lucknow Boy, an encyclopedia
I first came to know Vinod Mehta as the most hated media figure in India. At least the letters section of 'Outlook' magazine gave that impression. I am not sure if the writers of those letters demanded exactly the public stoning of Mehta to death, but the connotation of those letters used to be something like that. Particularly after the 'heretic' mega-essays of Arundhati Roy appeared in Outlook (that they still do periodically), the letters section of the magazine would be deluged with such letters.
While most other Indian weeklies looked visibly elated by how India was rising and shining over the first decade of the new century, I used to be more fascinated by the supposedly 'leftist' fortnightly 'Frontline' whose portrayal of Indian society looked to me more realistic and scholarly. Yet there was this third magazine, the weekly Outlook that treaded a path somewhere in between: portraying India sometimes with alacrity, sometimes with caution; sometimes with elation and sometimes with gloom.
So, who was this man behind a kind of journalism in India that didn't fit into either ideological framework (of socialism and untamed capitalism)? How could this man publish nauseating letters that viciously attacked himself in pages of his magazine; those too in dozens?
These were few among many questions that awaited answers before reading 'Lucknow Boy: A Memoir' the autobiography of Vinod Mehta who is currently the chief editor of Outlook group of publications in India. After reading the last pages, it turns out, I have learned more than I expected at the beginning.
If I am not sufficiently fooled, Mehta is starkly honest with himself while writing these words. Second, the book gives rare insight into the workings of apparently magnificent but really perilous media industry in India. What touched me more than that was, however, the insight he gives on how he dealt with ups and downs in life. The omnipresent wit and humor of the author makes the book all the more pleasant and readable.
Thursday, November 8, 2012
लूः सानो गाउँको ठूलो कथा
नयनराज पाण्डेको लु ले मलाई यही तथ्यको याद दिलायो । पत्रपत्रिका लगायतका संचारका सबै माध्यममा तराई लगायत नेपालका सबै भुभागमा रहेका आम मानिसको अंग्रेजीमा बर्डस आइ भ्यु भनेझैं टाढाबाट दृष्टिगोचर हुने सोलोडोलो चित्रले मात्र वर्चस्व जमाइरहन्छ । त्यसमा पनि दुर दराजका समाचारहरुमा राजनैतिक गतिविधिहरुको उपस्थिति यति हुन्छ कि जनजीवनका आर्थिक र सामाजिक पाटाहरुले उचित ठाउँ पाउँदैनन् । काठमाडौंका राजनेताहरुको रुघाखोकी समेत मुख्य समाचार बनिरहँदा भोकमरीको चपेटामा परिरहेका मानिसहरुको समाचारचाहिं कतै कुनामा लुकेको हुन्छ ।
यस्तो परिवेशमा एउटा सीमाक्षेत्रको दुर्गम गाउँको मिहिन चित्र खिच्नु आफैंमा ज्यादै चुनौतीपुर्ण काम हो । त्यसमा पनि डर लाग्दो गरी तन्किएको संक्रमणकालमा निकम्मा हुँदै गरेका राजनैतिक शक्तिहरु र कानुन आफ्नो हातमा लिइसकेका आपराधिक तत्वहरुका बारेमा लेख्नु झनै चुनौतीपुर्ण बनेको छ । अझ विगत केही वर्षमा सीमा क्षेत्रका विभिन्न ठाउँमा फैलिएको साम्प्रदायिक हिंसाको जरो केलाउनु त त्यो प्रक्रियालाई जरैदेखि नबुझ्नेहरुका लागि असम्भव नै हुन्छ ।
यिनै विविध पक्षमा अव्बल प्रस्तुति रहेको पाण्डेको लु ले सीमा क्षेत्रको एउटा गाउँको कथा मार्फत् एउटा अविकसित, पर निर्भर र निर्बल समाजको रुपमा नेपाली समाजको दयनीय कथा कहेको छ । २०४६ को परिवर्तनले छुन नसकेका नेपाली समाजका कुना काप्चाहरुको यथार्थपरक र मार्मिक कथा बोकेको नारायण ढकालको दुर्भिक्ष पछि लु ले त्यही स्तरमा समाजलाई साहित्यको ऐनामा उतार्न सफल भएको मेरो ठम्याइ छ । र त्यस हिसाबमा नेपाली साहित्यका लागि यो नवीन उपलब्धि हो ।
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
कर्नाली ब्लुज पढेपछि
प्रकाशित भएको दुइ वर्ष पछि बुद्धिसागरको कर्नाली ब्लुज पढ्ने मौका मिल्यो । मागेर पढ्ने विकल्प हुँदाहुँदै पनि लेखकमाथि अन्याय होला कि भनेर किनेरै पढें । बेलाबेलामा पत्रिकामा सरल भाषामा गहन कुरा लेख्दै आएका लेखकले पुस्तकमा चाहिं त्यस शैलीलाई न्याय गरेका छन् कि छैनन् भन्ने जिज्ञासा थियो ।
पढेपछि लाग्योः यो उपन्यासलाई खालेद होसेनीको काइटरनरबाट चोरेको भन्नेहरुले एउटा सानो गल्ती गरेका हुन् । शैली दुवै किताबको मिल्दोजुल्दो छ र कर्नाली ब्लुज पनि काइटरनरजत्तिकै दमदार भएजस्तो मलाई लाग्यो । एउटा किताब अर्को जत्तिकै घत लाग्दो भयो भन्दैमा पछिल्लोले पहिलोको चोरेको भन्नेचाहिं हुँदैन । बरु आफ्नो अर्को किताब अ थाउजन्ड स्प्लेन्डिड सन्समा होसेनीले काइटरनरको उचाइलाई न्याय गर्न सकेका छैनन् । बुद्धिसागरको अबको पुस्तक कस्तो हुने हो त्यो हेर्न चाहिं बाँकी नै छ ।
कर्नाली ब्लुज बुद्धिसागरको मात्र कथा हैन र कर्नालीको मात्र कथा पनि हैन । त्यो त संघर्ष गरेर माथि जान खोज्ने तर आशातीत रुपमा सफल नहुने समग्र नेपाली युवाहरुको आलो कथा हो । कथा वस्तुलाई आकर्षक बनाउन अप्राकृतिक रुपमा प्रैमका हाँसो उठ्दा प्रसंग जोड्ने लेठो नगरेर पनि लेखकले यो उपन्यासलाई अरु थुप्रै उपन्यासभन्दा फरक बनाउन सफल भएका छन् । नारायण वाग्लेको पल्पसा क्याफेलाई अर्का लेखक आहुतिले संयोगै संयोगको जंगल भएको भनेका थिए र त्यसो थियो पनि । कर्नाली ब्लुजभरि एकचोटि पनि अप्राकृतिक संयोगको कष्ट झेल्नु पर्दैन ।
उर्गेनको घोडामार्फत् युग पाठकले सौस्कृतिक विम्व र मिथकलाई पछ्याएर पनि सार्थक लेखन गर्न सकिन्छ भनेर नेपाली उपन्ँयासलेखनमा एउटा ढोका उघारेका थिए । बुद्धिसागरले यथार्थवादमा आधारित गहन उपन्यास लेखेर यो क्षेत्रमा अर्को क्षितिजतिरको मार्ग पनि खुल्ला गरिदिएका छन् ।
Saturday, March 10, 2012
'The Story of my Assassins' A Brilliant book about Indian Society
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
The Idiots All Over
The euphoria of the ever-lasting prosperity (to be) brought by the miracles of market economy was dampened considerably by the turbulence brought about by the financial and eventual economic mishap beginning late 2008. The major patron as well as the beneficiary of the economic-financial tunnel vision focused at amassing the wealth, the media and entertainment industry has been impeccably following the lead of the market on feeding the people with the type of news/views or the recreational items that act only to extend the already omnipotent markets further. Even though the world of the written literature was able to maintain the diversity of the ideas with many of the books with the rebellious ideas having been published and become popular among the readers; it was not as easy, however, with the fields like the movie-industry, which required incomparably more investment.
In this background, this was a pleasant surprise to watch a blockbuster movie featuring a famous Bollywood star and mocking the alacrity of the dehumanized race to supremacy that has been the passion as well as the compulsion of the new generation that became aware of the world when the USSR was no more and the sole model of life that remained to be followed was 'compete or die'. The novel 'Five Points Someone' by Chetan Bhagat on which the movie '3 Idiots' is based was as vivid as the movie itself, and was highly popular among the youngsters of the subcontinent. It was a strange coincidence that the release of this brilliant movie almost coincided with that of the other blockbuster flaying the brutality and savagery of the imperial adventures of the present-day leaders of the world, 'Avatar'.
विजय कुमारको खुशी पढेपछि
जीवनमा अफ्ठ्यारा घुम्तीहरुमा हिंडिरहँदा मैले कुनै क्षणमा पलायनलाई एउटा विकल्पको रुपमा कल्पना गरेको थिएँ, त्यसलाई यथार्थमा बदल्ने आँट गरिनँ, त्यो बेग्लै कुरा हो । त्यसबेला लाग्थ्योः मेरा समग्र दुखहरुको कारण मेरो वरपरको वातावरण हो, यसबाट साहसपूर्वक बाहिरिएँ भने नयाँ दुख आउलान् तर तत्क्षणका दुरुह दुखहरु गायब भएर जानेछन् । कति गलत थिएँ म !
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Why I write...
I do not know why I often tend to view people rather grimly: they usually are not as benevolent, well-intentioned and capable or strong as they appear to be. This assumption is founded on my own self-assessment, though I don’t have a clue as to whether it is justifiable to generalize an observation made in one individual. This being the fact, my views of writers as ‘capable’ people are not that encouraging: I tend to see them as people who intend to create really great and world-changing writings but most of the times end up producing parochial pieces. Also, given the fact that the society where we grow and learn is full of dishonesty, treachery, deceit and above else, mundanity, it is rather unrealistic to expect an entirely reinvigorating work of writing from every other person who scribbles words in paper.
On life's challenges
Somebody has said: “I was born intelligent but education ruined me”. I was born a mere child, as everyone is, and grew up as an ordinary teenager eventually landing up in youth and then adulthood. The extent to which formal education helped me to learn about the world may be debatable but it definitely did not ruin me. There were, however, things that nearly ruined me. There came moments when I contemplated some difficult choices. And there came and passed periods when I underwent through an apparently everlasting spell of agony. There came bends in life from which it was very tempting to move straight ahead instead of following the zigzag course.



